Panic from before graduation last semester began it. Opened to learn, we rarely then like before Chinese New Year, is home without asking added a new dress, or whole hair, but a few words to ask each other papers done not have umems, similarly, work and how ready to love on earth where, tone, and in the face of sorrow and deeply worried, as bright clear. So to finally meet you every time, before ask, will automatically send their circumstances home truths.
But such opportunity has rarely, everyone suddenly like online on the QQ, hidden the body, again not find it. The school has become a deserted station 'letting, only need to deal with some before graduation procedure will everyone be brief sometime. Even on duty in the classmate o ring, because cerebrovascular rupture, are at stake, our group of MeiXinMeiFei person, still find such that reason, for oneself cannot go visit bitching. Then the school to graduate camera, in the crowd, meet the physical and mental anxiety o pieces, suddenly my tears hua hua out. O ring said: "girl, cry? Should laugh just rightness, poor little I will not see you anymore." I prone in her thin shoulders, thinking of her sister, give us the same as the love, but we are only a message or cruelly phone will in bed with death of her elaborate scramble. Isn't it, graduation and work, really more important than a friendship, let us instantly as a fretted rage, little beast rend were roaring toward desired target desperately galloped away?
But then I thought, has not so rationally analysis, I for almost every coming opportunity, bad ruthlessly up a challenge. I will jinan greatly small recruitment drove all over, and the gaudy resume, leaflets to those with the same sends out the power of ShengShaYuDuo hiring hands. Every send a, I'll sleep at night when a fantasy. Then my classmates and I seem to have developed iamginition disease, each to seen an unit, would habitually take some time to do a pipe dream. The dream of course without exception, is their own success after applying for good with gorgeous, thinking about finally get a despised his elated, before finally can no longer do the poor to need daily scheming students, finally can give the parents some comfort, and was able to live in the city like want life... But we wake up after the font and discomfort, will not be missing the slightest. I still want to oneself sell a the best price, running around, eat white holes.
I remember cast a dozen field recruitment, cast out hundreds of resumes, in those a face of casual hiring, boasting before the hype, even to the last even myself all doubts this so excellent graduates whether or not I, I also learned to meet the unquote tactics, own resume see two eyes of hiring a face sincerely up again after use, touted to emails and phone calls, "the man" heavy bombardment until somebody else say, I'm sorry, but you really good, but we have gathered to the right person. Also have cold, hear me to make a phone call past ask, he said, and bring the description hither we don't girl, why still so talk? Or, listen to me quote his background, then, the famous universities directly refuse graduates we here no more. Then I wanted to go back in time, let me go again to take a NiuQi to coax a famous university and will be the pride of these articles.
Unfortunately, again how frustrated and depressed, still should be hard on scalp, the nerve, driving a duck shelves. And the opposite of love, then in such hectic days started to light up the lamp. Work after just one year's boyfriend, every two days will phoned to I cross-examine, exactly is go with him, or listen to his parents' advice, city? You ask too impatient.actually, I will worthier towards him roar: "why you don't have much money, can I get past well-fed glut of life?! Why do you have no ability, can for me arrange a snug qingxian work?! Why I always want to consider other people's wishes, rather than to me where you want to go?! Why I burned out, still cannot get a satisfied result?!" Often roar to finally, he and I forgot, after all we because what noisy, And what will be the tender former shy girl become such a road-hog unreasonable, grumpy woman?
Yes, graduating this time, we seem to have been spent in endless disputes. Parents don't want to let me go too far, while in the city, my boyfriend and couldn't find a proper job. Love and work, in graduation balance, swing shaking, who with whom would not give up so easily.
All kinds of test also at this time will I molestation immensely. Civil servants, XuanDiaoSheng, certificate, and similarly, they are like spurts of hurricane swept up, I hold, and fell fall down. I almost become a poor ant, don't know where the river will I rushed to helplessly drift, always remember to meet in the campus tutor, all want to go around, or try to take his eyes from his sharp torture delocalized roots. Under I like at one's deceased father grind as, peri-odically examine one sidedness yourself: exactly, why should I this continuously exam go? Exactly, the surface of the scenery and real life, which is more important?
Until my departure to Beijing to take an examination, I just use a friend of message, trying to convince himself. She said that, this time for important is not the result, but you can finally for their reading career drew a satisfactory full stop. From kindergarten to doctor, every war you all had, in the undergraduate course graduate than me, track regard it as a perfect circle. I leaned on window, listen to the train KuangDang KuangDang land sped onward, and finally, on this sentence smiled.
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I know this laugh in mixed the bitterness. When I alone carried a baggage, spent ten minutes before from across a bridge sections on the broad road; not When I was in north gate guard vigilance ground by shadow; truly when interrogating When I from north shadow those well-dressed handsome boys and pretty girls to go to pass a rented the basement; When I think I learned very good major, in a couple of examination papers before, I still crumbled, can't withstand the gloomy and lost heart deposition in Beijing, some strange street, slowly ducks turned, ren tears overflow.
I met online a friend, who have never striven again hair message, let me into Beijing must remember to see her. She wants from my body, a little corroborated text that live nonchalance freely me. For this meeting, I have racked thought, but when I exam is over the last game, open the cellular phone, but I only give sent her word. I said, goodbye, my friend. She never know, that moment, the skin coarse, hair tumbled I is how wretched. The text free and easy unruly I am rather then shall never see, also do not have such an unkempt appearance meet, and besides, I imagined that this is not her weak downy woman, only is a graduation, then let this implicit in text behind indifferent woman reveal sharp kernel.
Okay, chaos that graduation, finally I arrived at an end. When I am writing this, I was the last 100 after a kind of test of the woman. 4 million words papers, successful submission, Similarly didn't pass, but those with movie crazy siding years was not in vain. They like image as deeply imbedded in my mind. In her boyfriend city, a safe work finally my acceptance, And parents strained looming relation also gradually to come down, and ultimately, soft mother let go say: "small Ann, as long as you think happiness then fly!"
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I finally understand why most people on graduation is laughing. Because, when we will ambition, anxiety, disappointing, sentimental, happiness, loneliness, fear through; -- When we escape all the baggage, lightly, When one door closes, another door opens - smile, which is the only one who can all inclusive of expression.
The leafy branches fruit, finally, almost done. This process complexity of the time, produce aromas, have already savoir far away...
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